I find myself lost in a turbulent sea of confusion. I do not know which way to turn. I have tried to consult the spirits on this issue, but they have left me cold and none the wiser. I am trying to sell my house and buy another. I have lived in this area for nearly ten years, and in that time my children have left and moved to the other side of town. I know that much of that was to do with my past behaviour. I have not always been as connected with my spirituality as I am today and I know the recklessness of my past drove my children away. But I am ready to be there for them now. The problem is, I need to move into their neighbourhood in order to really be there for them. And the last time I moved was such a whirl that I don’t know what I’m doing. Do I need a buyers advocate in Melbourne? How much of an advantage will they truly give me? Could I even handle a move like this sober? There are so many questions I didn’t even realise I’d need to ask myself when I decided on this move.
Then there’s the flip side. It’s one thing to buy a house, but it’s entirely different to sell one. There are so many things I’ll need to think about, from considering whether to get property advocates in Melbourne are really necessary to whether I throw out this or that photo album. I know that letting go of all the baggage of the past might help me move on from this period in my life, but I just don’t know if I’m ready. I really need some sound advice on this.
Believing in yourself is always the first step towards any recovery. You have to find the inner strength to believe in yourself.